I am wearing my new time beetle shirt by coeykuhn and have the urge to start rereading homestuck again.
still get shaky and feel like throwing up when i think about writing my statement
who am i kidding.
graduate school??????? HAHA
sleep is a far off dream
whelp that was upsetting and anti-climactic.
OH MY GOD tilda swinton for twelfth doctor
if ur not on board GO HOME
so why do i feel so awful every time i try to create something
like just the thought of writing my personal statement makes me want to gouge out my insides with a knife.
okay so hear me out
now hold on
big long text post about lgbtq “allies” and other adventures in getting a gold star for being a decent human being
i feel like this is a pattern that stems less from allies wanting to improve things on a larger scale, but mostly wanting to feel recognized or appreciated by their lgbtq peers. while it is a valid feeling to want more attention from someone close to you, and it is also a valid feeling to want to feel like you are doing the right thing, this “why dont you applaud me” sort of behavior is not a healthy way of dealing with those feelings, and ends up doing more harm than good (i.e. lgbtq people feeling like asking for their basic needs met is a problem/chore/challenge/hardship for others).
after sburb, in the new paradise, roxy is so sick of pumpkin so shes glad that theres only pumpkin themed stuff in the fall/winter so she can enjoy the nostalgia and appreciate it again since its not year round
what if my gender was “gq”. Its like genderqueer but also a joke about stylish gentleman.
asking your coworker if the braided rope they wear around their neck every day is a collar
i was wrong
well okay that is appx 13 hrs of feeling like barfing and….