I am wearing my new time beetle shirt by coeykuhn and have the urge to start rereading homestuck again.

oh

no

still get shaky and feel like throwing up when i think about writing my statement

who am i kidding. 

graduate school??????? HAHA

sleep is a far off dream

whelp that was upsetting and anti-climactic.

sorry followers.

OH MY GOD tilda swinton for twelfth doctor 

if ur not on board GO HOME

so why do i feel so awful every time i try to create something

like just the thought of writing my personal statement makes me want to gouge out my insides with a knife.

okay so hear me out

what if

now hold on

seriously

what if

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dirkjohn

warlike:

big long text post about lgbtq “allies” and other adventures in getting a gold star for being a decent human being

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i feel like this is a pattern that stems less from allies wanting to improve things on a larger scale, but mostly wanting to feel recognized or appreciated by their lgbtq peers. while it is a valid feeling to want more attention from someone close to you, and it is also a valid feeling to want to feel like you are doing the right thing, this “why dont you applaud me” sort of behavior is not a healthy way of dealing with those feelings, and ends up doing more harm than good (i.e. lgbtq people feeling like asking for their basic needs met is a problem/chore/challenge/hardship for others).

after sburb, in the new paradise, roxy is so sick of pumpkin so shes glad that theres only pumpkin themed stuff in the fall/winter so she can enjoy the nostalgia and appreciate it again since its not year round

what if my gender was “gq”. Its like genderqueer but also a joke about stylish gentleman.

asking your coworker if the braided rope they wear around their neck every day is a collar

i was wrong

well okay that is appx 13 hrs of feeling like barfing and….

not